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Looped Dreams In Your Own House

by Sean B Goldring

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about

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Recorded in the middle of the night.
Voice cranked samples re-amped.
A looped memory with loads of reverb.
I wasn't there it was a dream, another dimension.
Model: PC Constable George Yeast Jackson
Recorded at Studio Knapp
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lyrics

I always you, in this low break
I trust my mistakes,
I long to find what waits behind

It’s easy, in these dark waters
It’s easy in these lights.
I can’t trace it on your tender flesh:
The evidence of my neglect.

How can we prepare ourselves
For lasting regrets of our wealth?
Oh my shadow! It won’t listen to you now!

As if in the climax of our own cells
That microcosm dwells
Within my own visions of romance

As we regret, our steam repels us forth
I believe in what I promised myself
Ensuing forth-spilling like.

When I came back I said:
I would never hurt you again.
But when I see oh.
But when I see oh.

That comfort I resent it, that comfort I resent it!
That comfort I resent it on my shelf
Praise through to no one else.

I challenge you to see through
If it were even true
I can’t resolve inside this loop,
I feel like I’ve got no turn to!

Silicone in my vein
I treasure that pain
As long as I can.

In absence of my same space
I trust you to replace it again
Replace it, replace it.

I hold it tight
Kyrie e lei son,
Kyrie e lei son,
Kyrie e lei son.

Space, resolve it
upholster the skin.
You went so far just to back down.

Kyrie e lei son, e lei son
Replace Replay
Watch that tweeter twirl

Those finger-nails on your grill
My makeup runs when you swell

How many times will you dwell
On your mistakes, Mistake me again.

I can’t help it
Replace it replace it
I love you I love you
Replace it.

In lust we trust
Replay it back again.

I saved that knitwear you gave me,
That earring you left
By my bed,

And years later I couldn’t shake that that was my room,
You said you painted it in a dream
You painted it in a dream?

I wondered if the angel would ask you to follow through?
But then I realised
A ghost is all I was to you

I was in the shuttle coming back
From that trip along the lost coast
Replace me, replace me again.

In that foggy shore
I was afraid of that shape
That yellow on the wall

I knew it was:
My room!
In that painting you draw.

In absence of my safe space:
Sitting on the balcony.

In absence of my same space,
I trust you to replace it, replace it.

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released April 30, 2020

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Sean B Goldring England, UK

Born and raised in San Francisco California, releasing music under his own name and as Local Bliss.

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